Change & Happiness

Change & Happiness.

These are a couple things going on in my life right now that I am trying to embrace. Change and happiness. I have a lot of change going on. And it is bringing me happiness.

My life is starting a new chapter. I’m ready for this new adventure. It’s a new journey.

I have always known what I have wanted in life. I have always known the kind of person that I wanted to be. I have also gone after what I want. My path has changed but I have embraced it. At times I may have taken the wrong road or the long way around. But it has ultimately got me to this point in my life of change.

My job is changing. I am still at RMH, but I am changing positions. I am looking forward to all the challenges that my new job will be bringing. It’s exciting. I am embracing this change.

I am planning on continuing my education. That’s a big change. Going back to school. Being a student again. Taking my career to a whole new level. I am embracing this change too.

My heart is changing. I have forgiven Danny Grayson for what he did to me. For EVERYTHING that he did to me. That was a big change. I said when. I had enough. Enough of being angry. Enough of being bitter. Enough of being unhappy. Forgiveness has brought about the biggest change. It has also enabled me to be truly happy.

My heart is also being taken by someone special. He makes me smile. Really, smile. I’m ready for this change and happiness. I’m ready. He makes me happy. I’m embracing this change. I am trying really hard. It’s a difficult thing for me to trust. But I am learning. And he is being patient. I asked him to show me some things and if he did, then my fragile heart was his. And it’s not fair for me to ask for these things if I’m not showing them to him as well. (You show me & I will show you the same).

I am ready for all of this change. I am ready to see what kind of happiness I will have.

Show Me...

Show Me…

Show me that you’re for real.
Show me that you care.
Show me that I matter.
Show me that I deserve it.
Show me that you are better than him.
Show me that promises are not broken.
Show me that I can trust you.
Show me that I have your trust.
Show me that you understand.
Show me that I will be a priority.
Show me that I won’t be forgotten.
Show me that you can handle me at my worst because then you deserve my best.
Show me that you make me happy.
Show me that you are willing to climb over my wall.
Show me that you have patience; I will try not to make you wait long.
Show me that I’m worth it.
Show me that you are honest and speak the truth.
Show me that you will be loyal.
Show me that you respect me.
Show me that you appreciate me.
Show me that I am special to you.
Show me that I can tell you anything.
Show that you are not willing to let me push you away.
Show me that I am worth fighting for and worth keeping.
Show me that you’ll hold me tight.

Show me these things and my fragile heart is yours. Just handle it with care.